write it

If you have something that you can't tell
but you feel heavy, feel bad
just write it
write it down..
write to your friend who you really can talk to ......
or no matter you sent it,rip it or burn it
you'll feel better.........

Yes,I agree

I miss you....soo much...

I love you.......
but I can't do any thing

the only thing I can do is try to keep close to your heart with my heart.......
and dreaming the day we can hug each other....
or no more.....

kisses,with my tender

I want cigarettes

I want cigarettes
I want cigarettes
I want cigarettes
I want cigarettes
I want cigarettes

and what the fuck am I doing here in 22 years old????
Hans School and his sister Sophie and their friends ,
college students like me
they put their thinking into action and start to protest with non-violent to motherfuckers Nazi
they printed their idea in million of paper and spread them from the top of the school's bulding
and I just hope time fly and graduate as soon as possible
(and planning how to kick one bitch's ass on Teacher Appreciation Banquet in May with my friend!)
OK..they live in the Big Time...........
(well,yes.....we don't have anything can be ambassador in 21th......you can see many ideas are talking about revival........)

BUT,
also now,
I saw people like my age they go Project Runway
or some of people publish their books
or got attention of professional people.....
or have their own store or collections....
or maybe some of them planning how to survival under fucking China....
well.well,well
and I am here under my parents control and wanna smoke the fucking cigarette.

SPRING SCREAM IN SPRING BREAK

On April,5 The way to Tainan

I got up at 4am(so early!!!)and start moving on Free Way like 5am,but the awful traffic jam start at 5:30!! Usually you just need 4 hours from Taipei to get Tainan (less than 5 hours),but this time we arrived at 12:00!!7 hours!!we uesd 7 hours to got there!My poor pi-gu....but my father was the most tired one......

At the same day,I moved to Kaohsiung and when waiting my friend I walk around the city,there just like Taipei,I think!And I make friends with two cats!The white one is more proud,but the other one is cute and funny!!

So many people on Kenting Street!I can't believe,and god damn crowd!!We arrived Eluanbi Park at 10pm,looking for the spanish, put the back in the tent later move to the concert.Finilly I saw the singer I like so much,I had play her song before and made me get more feeling,I can't believe she is so wonderful and I almost cry,she is just like an angel from the outer space,wow....also made me miss the angel squid more......

We make friends from the camping place,the tent beside us were a group from Malaysia named "SLaP!"they took out thier guitar and we sung together until 4am.And in the morning was too hot I can't stand the hot and got up at 9:00!Took a shower and later spent all the day time at the beach!!So good sun so good weather,so good beach(of course many people but we choose the shadow of rock where don't have too many people)Later at the night continute the music,even I don't know them at all but I don't mind!Because they made people move the body and sweat!And there is one aboriginal group made people hand in hand and made a dancing circle like we're all the aborigine!!So funny....And the other Japanese group"mimie-chan mimie-chan" with the exaggerate cloth,they make people got a lot of fun!!

And the way come back to Taipei is amazing..........Leaving from Eluanbi at 10am and arrived home 11pm........ALL THE FUCKING DAY ON THE FUCKING BUS!!!Next time I'm not going to anywhere that if I dind't get any transport tickets before!!But I do enjoy the sun...............

nonsense but I miss you

Every thing looks like nonsense
I though I was someone special someone good

Keep it going with myself
it's easy to say
but you have no idea how difficult is it in the biginning to other people

Take a look around you
What a strange world
look your family
look your friends
but you have to keep going your fucking life
until you finish that day
yes,nonsense again

like they said
try to make something good something better and enjoy
and yes
still the same world
you can say I am radical or stupid
but you still can see what happend on TV news and all the things around you

Nothing
I don't know what I am writing
now I am hungry
I am good
and the sun is waiting for me



but I miss you here